So for the next 3 weeks I tried every day to get cock in my mouth, getting a little close everyday. Well to no avail, I just wasn’t limber enough. I started thinking about how close my cock was to my mouth, only an inch or so, and wondered if I could get it into my mouth. This of course led to me lying on my back with my legs hanging over my head so I could just cum into my mouth, saving some cleanup also. I started eating my own cum as I longed for the real thing but had yet experienced it. I jerked off constantly to fantasies of sucking cock and being fucked by good looking muscular men. While I found women attractive and desirable, my wants lied with men.

He of course didn’t know that deep down inside I knew I was different. The two of us spent a great deal of time together, hanging out, screwing around, typical teenage boy stuff. Brad is handsome, tall, and solidly built unlike myself. We had both turned 18 within the last few weeks. We had been in school together since first grade, and we were now enjoying our last summer before he left for college, and I started work.

Everything in this story actually happened, no embellishments or exaggerations. This is a true story about events from my life after high school which have lead to my being a sissy for BBC ( big black cock).